After a long time, maybe for the first time in my life, I feel good about myself. I feel I'm enough. I care the least about what other people might think of me. I mean, what can they say? That I'm what? Cruel, jealous, liar, unloyal, dumb, inconsiderate? Cause I'm none of that. And not so many people have such a big heart, as I do. I'm also very smart and funny. Not so many people can assemble furniture without guide! I have a beautiful smile, large eyes, and I'm really tall. Am I going to be alone on Christmas night? Maybe yes. But am I lonely? Not at all. Do I wish my life had been different? I don't think so. It's a shame if I wish so. And I have a feeling, that even more good things are going to happen to me. And I won't let anyone to bring me down. The way I cherish my being, and the fact that God has given me such blessings, I won't settle for anyone seeing them less than I do. That's my goal. That's my way of thanking God. Cause when he says, "we've given you eyes, ears and heart, but few of you are grateful"; I feel I haven't been grateful when I saw, listened, felt; and ignored. I'm not going to ignore what I feel anymore. Maybe I should've known it earlier, but it's not late, to feel good about myself. To feel I'm good enough. To not wait for my mom to accept of me, or my boss to praise me, or a man to spoil me with love. I know I'm good enough and I'm not desperate to hear it from someone else anymore. I know I'm good. Really good. If not fantastic!